he who should not be named

It was a decade ago, i saw the picture of a guy i secretly admire. From the pictures stored on my harddrive i never knew that i'd met him in person 4yrs later. It was a day i will never forget. I was actually face to face with the man i secretly admire for years. I never imagined he'd look taller and handsome in person. I was caught off guard. I was smitten by him. We rarely talk but we did hang out several times. Times that were mostly awkward moments... we were just merely acquaintances then got back to being strangers agin. We both had to go our separate ways.. had to leave the small city behind to explore amd live in the big city... got my heart broken into pieces and promised never to allow anyone to hurt me ever again... i became pesimistic when it comes to love. I guarded my heart too long i never knew what love felt like. I was too angry with the whole world that i never let anyone near me. Then i met a guy who thought me how to play the cards, at first it was hard but then again he made me took control. I almost fell to the trap but i stood my ground. He made me win.. it was his way of saving me from the drowning walls sorrounding my heart...didn't realize then that the ghost of my past is still haunting me. Destiny may have different plans for us back then but i never thought that after 3 years our path will cross again. It was like a match made by heaven. And the rest was history... from the guy i secretly like from the pictures on my computer screen to the guy i got acquainted with more than 3yrs ago, i could not believe that i now call him my own. :)